Day 2

Sleeping soundly on mommy's bulging tummy. 

Precious

Alhamdulillah praise to Allah I have safely given birth to a healthy baby girl via csect on 28 November 2013/ 24 Muharram 1435H at 630 am WIB weighing 3.1 kg, 50cm tall at MRCC Siloam Hospital, Semanggi, Jakarta Selatan. Syukur to Allah for giving us the chance to hold our very own child. InsyaAllah we will try our very best to be good parents to our lil precious named Nuha Zareera Mohd Nazir. 

36weeks!

36 weeks and never felt this big. 

34weeks

Oh my time really does fly. I'm entering my 34th week tomorrow so I have like 6 freaking weeks to go! It feels surreal. But I'm excited nevertheless. Baby stuff is 100pc completed but I still have one or two things to buy for myself which are nursing bras n another pack of maternity pads. insyaAllah will try to complete by this week or plg lmbt nxt week. N yes bby pls don't come out just YET! Hubby has been pestering me to start packing up for hospital but I insist to wait first. Not until our next check up as I need to make sure of my final condition. Just FYI, I've been diagnosed with having partial placenta previa and hence I need to know whether or not it has moved up otherwise I need to go under the knife. I pray to Allah to make it easy for me. Of course I would want to have an easy breezy normal delivery but I certainly have no power in denying Allah's will. Allah knows what's best for the both of us. InsyaAllah. 

On the other hand, my lil one inside is seriously one active baby. I'm glad to know that it moves and kicks a lot! My hubby once said that he wondered when does the baby sleep as it is moving constantly in my tummy. Hehe. Though it hurts sometimes but mommy is enjoying every minute of it darling. and as of me, I've been ballooning up like crazy. I wonder how I get so big despite my still unnoticeable tummy at my 5th month. hehe. the third trimester is a bit challenging for me I guess as I get bigger hence the slow movements and of course VERY frequent trips to the loo. I now find it hard to sleep at night especially in finding the right, comfortable position. As much as I try to lie on my left side ( this helps the blood to flow smoothly; according to my reading) but I end up waking up on my back, still. And that actually causes the back pain. However I still think mine is bearable. Alhamdulillah. and if you were to ask my husband what is the most significant trait that I have developed recently---- clumsiness! Omg that is like so bad I think. Everytime I eat or drink something, I would spill a bit of it in my tudung or baju. Haha. And whenever I hold something, I would accidentally drop it on the floor. I really hate the latter because when I drop things I need to bend down to take those things. Urghh like bencinyaa nk Kene tunduk. Hehehe

Okay gtg. Maghrib prayer time! Later...

Laundry-ing

This is the first batch. I guess there will be few more batches following soon. I have to segregate the process due to limited space in our "kecik" rented apartment. So excited doing this. Indescribable feelings! Syukur ya Allah. 

My first trimester

Alhamdulillah ya Allah for giving me the chance to really experience the joy and happiness of being pregnant. It was seriously unexpected even though we were really hoping and wishing for it to be true. Alhamdulillah Allah Maha Kuasa. My journey of becoming a mother has been tested as early as the 6th week. The episodes of vomitting, nauseous and headaches did only stop when I reached my 5th month of pregnancy. Nevertheless I did not have the urge to complain whatsoever as I am now full time housewife so I just enjoyed my rest at home without having to worry about other things. I vomited almost everyday especially when it came to brushing teeth. Average daily I vomited twice or thrice. I could not tolerate some food like nasi padang and nasi ayam penyet. Milk and dairy products are a definite NO. I did not have the strength to cook at all. Sorry husband. most of the times husband called for delivery. FYI it is easy here as all the restaurants offer for delivery services and not only restricted to fast food chains. other than that, I had ginger biscuits and choc chip cookies from marks n spencer, lemon biscuits from Julie's with a cup of Horlicks/ oat drinks. Although I did not really have the appetite to eat, but I kept ( my husband too) reminding myself to eat for the sake of the little one which is growing in my womb. Other than food intolerance, one thing weird occurred to me is my allergy towards something wangi including my husband's body spray, perfume, air fresheners and also detergents! How terrible is that? I used to be someone yg very sangat suka all those wangi2 things but I ended up covering my nose while hugging my hubby before he went to work and also when bibik came to clean up our place. Apart from that, I guess I was doing just fine. The experience was indeed memorable and thank you Allah things are back to normal now. Alhamdulillah I managed to pass the first trimester and we celebrated it by going back to KL. yeay for that!

My second pregnancy

Here I am jotting down something regarding my second pregnancy. Remember I lost my first at 8 weeks in January 2013. Though it was devastated but I know there is always a blessing in disguise for everything that has happened. Furthermore at that time we were so occupied with packing up stuff and preparing for our move to Jakarta. And I just cannot imagine coping with nausea while packing up my super banyak stuff. Allah knows better I believe.  So back to the sort, I officially arrived Jakarta middle of March where that was the second cycle period of mine came after I miscarried. according to my gynae, I should have waited at least one cycle before trying to conceive again. There I was thinking this would be a great chance to try again. Who knows this is the rizq of Jakarta baby ( we were secretly hoping for this, of course). So, my new life went on as usual. My daily routine goes -bangun tido- breakfast- watching tv- lunch- watching tv- husband is back- dinner- watching tv- bedtime. Oh and of course prayers in between. April came, it was my birthday month, and seriously I was hoping for miracle to happen that month. Few days before my menses is due, I secretly went to Guardian to buy the UPT testkit and tested. It was negative of course. but I just did not know why I was just feeling it. I just felt that I had it inside. one of the similar things occurred to me with previous pregnancy was that I had this, when I peed, I felt incomplete mcm something yg x puas mcm tu la. so I thought maybe this is the sign. On 4th of April, a day before my actual due date. I tested again.  Peed and waited. Checked. VERY Faint line appeared. Subhanallah. Beyond words. Whatsapped the pic to my hubby and asked if he could see anything because being very faint I somehow thought it could be my imagination because of wanting it so bad I could be seeing things right. he said " mcm ade faint line". Yes! That's good news but if course I was not in hurry to jump into conclusion. Anxious and could not wait to retest after a few days. Three days later, 7th of April to be precise, and it was Sunday, I did the test again and Alhamdulillah it was a bright line this time around, I am pregnant and most importantly I was due for my birthday celebration in a week time and I told my husband that Allah has given me my early birthday present- I am pregnant on my 29th birthday! Alhamdulillah syukur ya Allah. Below are the pics of the stick. Above was taken on 4th April while the other one was on 7th of April.