Here I am jotting down something regarding my second pregnancy. Remember I lost my first at 8 weeks in January 2013. Though it was devastated but I know there is always a blessing in disguise for everything that has happened. Furthermore at that time we were so occupied with packing up stuff and preparing for our move to Jakarta. And I just cannot imagine coping with nausea while packing up my super banyak stuff. Allah knows better I believe. So back to the sort, I officially arrived Jakarta middle of March where that was the second cycle period of mine came after I miscarried. according to my gynae, I should have waited at least one cycle before trying to conceive again. There I was thinking this would be a great chance to try again. Who knows this is the rizq of Jakarta baby ( we were secretly hoping for this, of course). So, my new life went on as usual. My daily routine goes -bangun tido- breakfast- watching tv- lunch- watching tv- husband is back- dinner- watching tv- bedtime. Oh and of course prayers in between. April came, it was my birthday month, and seriously I was hoping for miracle to happen that month. Few days before my menses is due, I secretly went to Guardian to buy the UPT testkit and tested. It was negative of course. but I just did not know why I was just feeling it. I just felt that I had it inside. one of the similar things occurred to me with previous pregnancy was that I had this, when I peed, I felt incomplete mcm something yg x puas mcm tu la. so I thought maybe this is the sign. On 4th of April, a day before my actual due date. I tested again. Peed and waited. Checked. VERY Faint line appeared. Subhanallah. Beyond words. Whatsapped the pic to my hubby and asked if he could see anything because being very faint I somehow thought it could be my imagination because of wanting it so bad I could be seeing things right. he said " mcm ade faint line". Yes! That's good news but if course I was not in hurry to jump into conclusion. Anxious and could not wait to retest after a few days. Three days later, 7th of April to be precise, and it was Sunday, I did the test again and Alhamdulillah it was a bright line this time around, I am pregnant and most importantly I was due for my birthday celebration in a week time and I told my husband that Allah has given me my early birthday present- I am pregnant on my 29th birthday! Alhamdulillah syukur ya Allah. Below are the pics of the stick. Above was taken on 4th April while the other one was on 7th of April.
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